Thursday, 31 December 2009

End Of Year Round Up

It's the end of the year and I've decided it would be fun to complete an end of year blog meme. The rules are simple - post the first line of the first post for every month.

  • January - That’s what I’m praying for us this year.

  • February - Tonight, Richard and Noah were talking during the bedtime routine.

  • March - The Ingrid Michaelson album Be Ok:

  • April - Yes, Mother’s day was weeks ago but hey, I’m a mum, I’m busy!

  • May - No.

  • June - Today!

  • July

  • August

  • September

  • October

  • November - Ok, so I’ve signed up to do Shimelle’s Blogging for Scrapbookers class to try and get my blogging, and scrapbooking, mojo back.

  • December - So today is the day.


So what does this tell me? First that I write in short sentences! And secondly I was obviously too busy to blog in July, August, September and October. What was I doing that I couldn't blog? Not even once?

Why don't you look back at the year just gone?

Wednesday, 30 December 2009

JYC 2009: Days 15 & 16

Only 2 catch up entries today. I'm tired and need to step away from the computer!

Days 15 & 16:

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day16


It's funny because this journal was supposed to be a quick easy format for me but by the time I've pfaffed about what photos to use, agonised over my journal, chosen 'just the right papers' well, it doesn't feel that quick and easy.


More tomorrow, I'm hoping to do days 17, 18 & 19. Hopefully if I keep up at this pace I may stand a chance of finishing my journal around the time the class stops... we'll see.

Tuesday, 29 December 2009

JYC 2009: Days 12, 13 & 14

Still working away trying to catch up on my Christmas journal. I would really like to finish it this year.

So here are days 12, 13 & 14:

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day14


A distinct lack of photos on these last 3 entries. I love the first one, day 12. Christmas Past brought back many happy memories and it was interesting to see how some things have stayed the same but that there had also been some small changes.


Richard likes the last one, day 14, and says it has a 'retro' feel to it. I'm all about retro at the moment so that's a good thing. It was weird though as this was supposed to be the entry for the 14th December and so the Yankee Christmas Swap (held on the 16th) hadn't happened yet!

Monday, 28 December 2009

JYC 2009: Days 7, 8, 9 & 11

Time for a catch up. I'm behind. What a surprise! And yes, I know Day 10 is missing but that's because that day's entry is on the wrapping paper and as I'm running late all the presents have been wrapped and Richard has been super efficient and put this year wrapping paper up into the loft. I've got a draft page but need to wait until the decorations are put away so that I can retrieve the wrapping paper and scan/photograph it to go on my layout.

In the meantime here are my entries for Days 7, 8, 9 and 11:

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day11

I've obviously been a very muted green/beige mood lately as looking at these all together they look very similar. Note to self: add some colour on Day 12.

Thursday, 24 December 2009

Merry Bokeh Christmas Everyone!

I have loads of things to post about but the Christmas season has just got in the way but watch this space as I will get around to telling you. Yes, I am behind in my JYC but I am still plugging away at it and hope to catch up over the holiday break. I'll upload them here in batches over the Christmas period.

Anyone I'm done, well, I say done, I'm sure there are some things still left to do but if they don't get done it's not a big deal. The presents are wrapped, the turkey is defrosting, the tree is up and decorated. I wanted to post a photo of my tree but it is so difficult to capture the look of it properly. I think it's because it is sitting in the bay window and the light coming in behind just completely throws the front of the tree into darkness, also not helped by the time of year when it feels much darker outside anyway.

So, the tree. I love our tree. It has real candles on it! I know, I know, you are probably all saying "What? Are you mad?", and yes we are probably a little but we've had real candles on our real tree ever since our first Christmas together. It's a german thing (Richard is german for those of you who haven't realised this yet...) and when we were first married we tried to combine some of his german Christmas traditions in with mine. The candles were one of them. I love them. For those of you thinking of the safety aspects... the children have grown up with real candles and know to stay away. We never light them and then leave the children in the room unattended. In fact we never leave the room unattended when the candles have been lit at all. Richard is in charge of 'candle placement'! It is his job to make sure that the tree we buy is suitable for candles (enough branches sticking out far enough to hold a candle and not burn the branch above). It's one of the reasons we take our tree buying seriously, we need to look at the tree from every angle. It can't be too bushy, it needs to be a wide triangular shape... Then once the candles have been placed it's also his job to keep a very close eye on them, the first time of lighting especially. We need to tweak their positions sometimes when they've first been lit but then they are usually OK.

I'll take a photo of the candle lit tree tonight in the meantime I've been playing with bokeh! I've taken this style of photo in the past without even realising that it was a 'style' but after reading a recent blog post by Amy I thought I'd have an attempt myself. I also did a bit of research and found out about shaped bokeh and well, let's say I stopped everything I should have been doing and had a play (click on any of the photos to enlarge them):

IMG_5551One of my 'accidental' bokeh shots. It works because the lens has a short depth of focus, namely Noah, which makes everything else behind that focus blurry.


IMG_5547An intentional bokeh. I switched the lens from auto focus to manual and then just played with it until I liked the look of it.


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The last 2 photos were taken in the style of shaped bokeh and, even though they aren't anywhere near perfect, I am pleased with the results. These are not photoshopped or manipulated post photo at all. If you are interested in knowing how I did this I'll post on this another time...


Finally I would just like to wish everyone who reads my blog a Merry Christmas and a fabulous 2010.

Sunday, 20 December 2009

180º

The degree of turn I executed on the road this afternoon!

I wanted, didn't need, but wanted to pop to the local craft shop (more on this below) and literally only got a few 100 yards down the road when the car started to spin on some black ice. I admit my first split second reaction was to panic but then I remembered that you are supposed to steer in to a skid not try to steer out of it - so I did. It was a really strange moment. No, my life did not flash before my eyes but I felt weird. Everything seemed to slow down and I was there but not there if you know what I mean.

The car was skidding to the right, so I steered to the right. It felt almost balletic as the rear end of the car swung round and I found myself stationery but facing the opposite direction on the other side of the road. I didn't hit anything, not even the curb, and no damage to myself - apart from my nerves! As I was close to home I just drove straight back. Slowly and carefully straight back. My heart was hammering.

After a few minutes I ventured out again. Not because I needed to, lol, but because I wanted to go to the local craft shop, Sparkle Dreams, and look at their newly stocked range of Ciao Copic markers! That and the new Magnolia stamps they received on Friday. This time I made sure to stick with the main roads and made it there, and back, safely.

And talking of Sparkle Dreams I have some news. From January I will be teaching a couple of classes a month, to start with anyway, at the shop, joining Solance and Sandie as part of the team. I'm really excited even though it is a break from my usual teaching of scrapbooking as I will be teaching card classes. But not just any card classes. No. I'm really going to concentrate on techniques and creating cards with a difference. Cards that are interactive or not your usual run of the mill.

If you are interested in booking a place for my class on 16th January 2010 call the shop on 01793 979101 or email to hello@sparkledreams.co.uk. I'll be posting some photos of the cards we will be doing sometime over the next couple of weeks.

Blogging will probably be a bit sporadic over the next couple of weeks as I plan to spend some family time, playing board games, watching Christmas movies, cooking, eating, drinking but I will be back with a vengeance in the new year. I've got lots planned, including some more digital giveaways, so bookmark me and watch this space.

Monday, 14 December 2009

Our Much Needed Break

I may have arrived back home with a mountain of dirty laundry but at least I am well rested.

We had a really lovely time. Family time. Just us 5. Together. No phonecalls, no spending time being sucked in to the time void (aka 'the internet'), just good old fashioned family time. We played board games, we swam, we walked, we talked, we ate, we rock climbed, we spa-ed. OK, I admit that last part should have read 'the children rock climbed whilst dad stood around in the freezing cold watching them and mum languished in the spa'. I don't know some people are a stickler for details! Oh, we went to Center Parcs by the way. The one in Longleat. It's close, only an hour's drive away, but you feel like you are a million miles away from home. The accommodation was fabulous.

The break does mean though that I didn't blog much, got waaaaayyyyy behind on my JYC for this year and now, along with laundry, have much to get done. I did take photos though and jotted down notes so hopefully I'll be back up to speed as soon as possible.

This is one of my favourites taken during the week. Walking back from the Pancake House after a meal and some entertainment (more on this in a later post), the children all had these fluorescent cups and were messing around with them. One photo with a longish exposure later and I got this:

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Saturday, 12 December 2009

Belated Freebie Friday #4

OK, this was not what I had planned to do this week but seeing as I'm already a day late time has been the motivating factor! So here is this weeks Freebie Friday giveaway, part 3 of my Kits Kitschen kit - a sparkly lowercase alpha to match the uppercase one last week.

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I hope you like it. Any problems with downloading it please just let me know.

Friday, 11 December 2009

So Where Is Freebie Friday, JYC And Posts For The Last Week?

On hold until I get a chance to sit down and do the posts.

We've been away on holiday! Yay! A much needed family holiday. Sorry for just disappearing like that with no notice but I didn't want to advertise the fact that our home would be empty for a week to the whole of the world wide web. I'm sure you understand.

So normal service will resume tomorrow. I do need to put my head in gear as there are things to be done:

  • Create this weeks Freebie Friday (part 3 of my Kits Kitschen digital kit)

  • Catch up on the last 4 or 5 days of JYC

  • Eat the chocolate from my advent calendars (we didn't take them away with us so 5 windows to be opened, which means 5 chocolates x 2 for my 2 calendars!)

  • Laundry. Lots and lots and lots of laundry

  • Put up Christmas tree and decorations

  • Take photos

  • Blog


Errrmmm, that sounds like enough for now - I'll need another holiday to get over this one!

Sunday, 6 December 2009

JYC 2009: Day 6

Ghosts of Christmas past? I mostly have really good memories of Christmas but like everyone I expect there are some not so good ones. I haven't written about all of them on todays entry mostly because this is going to be a book for my whole family too look at and enjoy and I don't want to put some things in it. Like the Christmas my brother attempted suicide again. Or the ones I used to have with my long term boyfriend Nick which inevitably ended up with arguments - one year more so than others.

Like I said some Christmas' were awful but I have to say that I've been very blessed and have mostly good memories. They have been the exception to the rule. I remember the excitement as a young girl of waiting at the top of the stairs whilst my dad went downstairs to turn on the Christmas tree lights and make things ready. He also made my mum a cup of tea and once that was done we could run down the stairs and see what Father Christmas had brought.

The year that I'd opened all my presents and thought the present giving was over and then my parents asked me to go make another cup of tea. I felt really grumpy because I didn't want to make one but being a good girl (mostly) I did and as I walked to the kitchen via the dining room I saw a brand new bike! It was brilliant.

And then there's the year (maybe this should have gone on the naughty side!) where unknown to my parents I had been sneaking around the house looking to see what presents they bought and found them all. When they asked me to write my letter to Father Christmas I wrote down everything I saw. All the gifts. Even those obviously meant for my brother!!! I was either trying to impress them with my great memory or stupid... hmmm... I think I'll say naive. Priceless. I still couldn't think why they would know that I'd been snooping...

Anyway my entry for today:

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JYC 2009: Day 5

The countdown begins. Nicely aided by a daily chocolate. This is a first for me as I'm the one who usually buys the chocolate advent calendars and, don't ask me why because I couldn't give you an answer, I never feel 'right' about buying one for myself. So I inevitably end up being the only one in the family without a chocolate advent calendar. Richard is great at many things but buying advent calendars - he is not.

So this year, for the first time, I bought one for myself. Oh, the anticipation. But you'll never guess what, ok maybe you will, but a miracle happened. Richard bought me a calendar! So, I've gone from having none to having 2. Yay me!

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Changed the Ali Edwards template to fit my photos and the little embellishment in the bottom right had some green cardstock that didn't fit in with the rest of the layout so I cut it out and clipped and masked some of the dark green cardstock in it's place.


Thanks for looking.

Friday, 4 December 2009

JYC 2009: Day 4

Today marks a milestone in my JYC journey. I have never managed to get to day 4 before!

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I haven't listed the supplies, and I'm not going to in subsequent posts (unless I use anything different), as I'm pretty much sticking to the same ones in an effort to create an album that will flow. Even though the pages may look very different sometimes hopefully the fact that I'm using the same kit will help the album to look cohesive.


I love this tree. The original one in the kit is sort of a metallic green so I've changed it to blend better with my colour scheme. Got to love a bit of glitter!

Freebie Friday #3

It's Freebie Friday! This means the second part of my freebie digital kit giveaway. This week it is a glittered chipboard alpha, 3 full uppercase alphas in different colours.

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I hope you like them and if you do and/or you create something with them please leave a comment. I'd love to hear what you think and see what you have done.


Hopefully I'll get my latest JYC page uploaded later today.


*** If you tried to download this earlier today and only got the preview, first of all I apologise and secondly this has now been fixed so please feel free to download it again with the correct file ***

Thursday, 3 December 2009

JYC 2009: Day 3

Christmas cards. Apart from the buying of the presents this is the next thing that causes me to stress out at Christmas. Do you send a card? Or do you give to charity? Do you send to just family and close friends? What about those friends who don't get one? Will they feel snubbed? Do I make them all myself? Do I buy them? Do I make some and not others? Will those who get a shop bought card feel snubbed they didn't get a handmade one? Errmmm... I think I can stop there. I'm sure you get the picture.

Then there's the fact that for the last couple of years I've made cards but just haven't got around to posting them. I opened up my box of cards to find around 20 or so that had been written out, sealed in their envelopes and even addressed. Just not posted. Do I send those out this year instead? But what if I've written the year inside? But then I can't think why I would do that? But what if I did? Would they just assume that I've made a mistake and wrote 2008 instead of 2009? OK. Stop. We won't go down this route again in just the second paragraph!

Here's my layout. Not too happy with this one and I don't know why but it's in line with my new keep it simple philosophy so I'm saying it's done.


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Supplies:
Be Merry - TaylorMade & Ashalee Wall Collaboration
Dotted Circle Number: Andrea Victoria
Template: Ali Edwards
Glitter Styles: My own

Not much in the way of changes to any of these items except for the bird which I changed from green to blue to better match the layout.


As for the Christmas card this too is in line with my simple philosophy. I've got so much Christmas stuff it's embarrassing. So I'm using it. Quick simple cards. The card above was made using the Die Cuts With A View Christmas Glitter stack (which I bought last year if I remember correctly). One sheet of 12x12 patterned paper has 3 reindeer across it. I cut it up in to 3 pieces 4x12, trimmed it down slightly and popped it on to a plain card base. The bracket journaling block was created using Photoshop and then printed out. I then went over it with a glue pen, allowing the glue to dry tacky, and rubbed some KI glitter over it. Stamp was one I bought recently at Hobbycraft. A little bit of red ribbon and done.


Simples.

Wednesday, 2 December 2009

JYC 2009: Day 2

You may have noticed that the pages so far have been very simple and very different to my usual style. This was a deliberate choice. I'm hoping by going for clean, simple graphic style that I won't spend too much time deliberating of what embellishment to use. Should I use this or that? Have I layered enough? You won't believe how much time I can waste thinking about these things! And to aid in this I'm also using Ali Edwards Daily December templates.

See? I'm learning. I'm all about the story and not about the stash. I would really like to be able to actually stand a chance of finishing this year. Hopefully it's 3rd year lucky!

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Supplies:
Be Merry - TaylorMade & Ashalee Wall Collaboration
Dotted Circle Number: Andrea Victoria
Snowflake Overlay: Studio Flergs
Template: Ali Edwards
Glitter Styles: My own

As usual a little bit of tweaking to get things how I like this time mostly the snowflake overlay. Originally it the snowflakes were randomly spread all over the page but I move them to create a sort of border either side of the photos.


Thanks for looking.




Measuring À La Noah

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"There's this guy in my class at school and he is so small. You wouldn't believe how small he is mum. If you chopped him off at the eyebrows and up you could use him as a metre stick!".

Need I say more?

Tuesday, 1 December 2009

JYC 2009: Day 1

So today is the day. Day 1 of Shim's Journal Your Christmas 2009 and I'm pleased - I've kept up! LOL. I know it's only day 1 but it's a good start.

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Supplies:
Be Merry - TaylorMade & Ashalee Wall Collaboration
Dotted Circle Number: Andrea Victoria
Glitter Styles: My own

Background paper had some trees printed on it but I wanted to use it as a plain background so used Photoshop to get rid of them using the clone tool. Other items changed from the original include the star on the tree (green paper star changed to glitter), snowflake (glitter changed to one of mine to match the rest of the layout) and the dotted circle number (backed on to kraft paper and glitter style applied to centre of number).


I've decided to keep it simple so that I stand a chance of keeping up this year. So ready for day 2 now.

Monday, 30 November 2009

17 Again

Welcome time cadets. You're probably feeling a little disorientated at the moment if you've just zipped on along from looking at Helen in 1999 so take some time to let your body catch up.

Feeling better? Great. Welcome to 1984, I hope the ride wasn't too bumpy. Once again, I must remind you that there should be no smoking, eating, drinking, video taping or flash photography whilst in the time machine. The first one because it's bad for you. The second two because they are bad for the time machine (crumbs and liquids can play havoc with the circuits). And the third? Well they're bad for me! It's enough that I have all this memorabilia - nobody else needs to have it too!

OK, so here we are in 1984. See that young girl, full of hope and optimism for the future? She's over there, posing prettily on that ugly barbed wire fence? OK, you can see her? Good. Well... that's me! Aahhhh... 1984... I remember...

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My hair colour is... brown. Mousy brown if you prefer. Pretty boring and I've not thought about colouring it at this point.
My hair style is... long(ish) and permed. Oh, the perms! Why, why, why do I ever think having a perm is a good idea? I envision flowing soft wavy curls but end up with tight poodle style hair that takes forever to loosen and grow out at which point I do it all over again. Must remember to remind myself of this if I ever decide to have a perm in the future.
My favourite brand of makeup is... nothing really. I've never been one much for makeup. If I do wear anything it's a bit of mascara but to be honest I don't even wear that much.
My "fashionable" item is... that whole plain t-shirt under a more dressy shirt look. Basically what I'm currently wearing. You may not be able to see it from where you're sitting but this green shirt I'm wearing has a pattern of black gridlines all over it and the buttons are black too. I feel really good. Modern. With it.
My favourite outfit is... the one I'm wearing, I love the little ties on the ends of the 3/4 length sleeves. I love to dress up, I love colour but still like to pair it with black. Classy. That's me.
My favourite colour is... red. I know, I know, I'm not wearing red at the moment but it is red. I'm drawn to it like a butterfly to a flower.
I drive a... shhh... don't tell anyone but I haven't passed my driving test yet so I obviously don't have a car. I'm having lessons and hope to pass soon.
On a Saturday I go... in to town with my mum. We shop and shop and shop, well I say shop, we mostly just walk around the shops looking at stuff, then meet up with my aunts, uncles and cousins in a café or restaurant somewhere and have lunch. We'll be in there all day though.
On a Saturday night I go... either round to my boyfriend's house or he'll come mine and we'll watch a couple of videos. Sometimes we'll go out for a drink at a pub somewhere.
On a Sunday I go... nowhere special really. Probably I'll see my boyfriend again and go out for a drive perhaps?
Monday-Friday I go... to work. I work as a junior accounts clerk for a really small firm of accountants called Glyn-May, Bird & Co. Once a week I go to college on day release, I'm working towards getting my AAT qualification.
My best friend(s) is/are... I'm going to have to say Nick, my boyfriend. I don't really have many other friends. He's a 'bit' jealous and possessive you know and so I don't really have any friends outside of him.
My favourite place to go out is... the Grasshopper pub at Ashburton. My boyfriend dj's there sometimes and so I go along with him.
My favourite subject at school is... well, I left school last September, after just a couple of weeks in the 6th form, but it was physics.
When I grow up I want to be... happily married with a couple of children. I'm not sure about this career I've fallen in to, I suppose I'll just see how it goes.
My favourite drink is... pernod, black current juice and lemonade!
My favourite food is... roast. Chicken, beef I don't mind but my absolute favourite is roast belly pork. Yummmm... crackling.
My favourite shop is... Top Shop. It's cheap.
I want to marry... my boyfriend.
My favourite actor/actress is... a toss up between Tom Hanks or Kathleen Turner.
My favourite band is... Wham! George Michael is a girls dream.
My favourite TV programme is... Just Good Friends. Penny and Vincent are so funny.
The one thing I want to do but can't is... I can't think of anything off the top of my head. I'm pretty happy with life at the moment.
My most used mode of transport is a...
bus. I have to catch one everyday to and from work. Sometimes my mum or dad will pick me up but not very often. So, it's the bus for me.
If I had all the money in the world I would... love to travel. I've not really been anywhere and there's so many places I'd love to visit.
I wish I could visit... America and see if it's like it is on the telly.
My favourite sport is... gymnastics. I was Devon's under 14s schoolgirl champion but stopped a couple of years ago as I was getting too old. Still love to watch it though.
This autumn I... don't know what I'll be doing. Life is pretty much the same at the moment. Nothing exciting happening.
At Halloween I dressed up as... nothing. We don't really celebrate Halloween in the country. It looks like it's big in America though.
I recently saw... Ghostbusters and thought it was... okay, not as good as it was hyped up to be. Everyone was talking about it and I'd built it up to be so fantastic. Felt let down really.
I am reading... Pride and Prejudice - again! Love, love, love that book.
The big newspaper story this year is... the minor's strikes. I'm not really following it much, it's boring, but it's all over the news.
The most dangerous thing I've ever done... isn't really dangerous, just stupid. I shoplifted some sweets from a shop near school. I was 12 or 13 and all my friends were doing it so I just did it too. I got caught. First and only time and I got caught. Probably a good thing though, except it didn't feel like it at the time because the school called mum and dad!
The furthest away from home I've ever been is... up to Cambridge to see dad's family. They all live up there. At the moment I'm in North Wales so pretty far from my home in Plymouth.

Ok, time cadets I'm sorry I wish we could stay longer but time waits for no man (hahahaha) and we need to move on so please strap yourselves in and get ready to travel forward to 1995 where we'll be able to catch up with Caroline and see what's she's up to.

Sunday, 29 November 2009

We Are (Almost) Ready For Launch



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Are you ready cadets? This is mission control. Please remain seated at all times. Keep your arms and legs inside. No smoking, eating, drinking, video taping or flash photography. We are (almost) ready for launch.

Be prepared to go on a journey through time, not space. Check in will be at 4pm tomorrow, Monday 30th November 2009, and be afraid, be very afraid. Warning: links may include dodgy 70s clothes, scary 80s hair, or 90s, well, can't think of anything too bad with the 90s so you may be alright with those!

Saturday, 28 November 2009

Today

Let's talk playlists. Today I'm listening to:

  • Crazy In Love - Beyoncé

  • Happy Day - Tim Hughes

  • Single Ladies (Put A Ring On It) - Beyoncé

  • Feeling Good - Michael Bublé

  • Love Song - Sara Bareilles

  • Low - Flo Rida

  • Off I Go - Greg Laswell

  • Umbrella (Christ Mix) - Coffey Anderson

  • 7 Things - Miley Cyrus

  • Toxic - Britney Spears

  • How You Remind Me - Nickelback

  • Ain't No Sunshine - Bill Withers

  • Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol

  • The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The Script

  • I Gotta Feeling - Black Eyed Peas

  • 1234 - Feist

  • Another Now - Kate Alexa

  • Big Girls Don't Cry - Fergie

  • Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron & Wine

  • Don't Speak - No Doubt

  • That's Not My Name - The Ting Tings

  • Hurt - Christina Aguilera


Quite a mix. Particularly loving 'Off I Go', 'Hurt' and 'Feeling Good'. What are you listening to?

Friday, 27 November 2009

Freebie Friday #2

Yay! At last. Apologies for the delay but I do have an excuse. In fact 78 of them. That's how many cupcakes I have made today. To say I'm physically exhausted is an understatement. Anyway, more on that another day.

This has obviously meant though that it's taken me longer than I thought to get this weeks freebie online and posted. But the wait is over. Welcome to Part I of my Kit's Kitschen digital kit.

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Hope you like them. Just click on the 'Download Now' button and Bob's your uncle. Which for most people would be very odd but for me it isn't because I DO have an uncle called Bob!


Please let me know what you think of them again if you create something with them please post a link and let me see. Thank you.



Watch This Space

Freebie Friday #2 will be arriving later today.

This week and over the next few weeks I've decided to try out something new. A whole digital kit. Each week I will post a download link to different parts of the kit, which if you come back each week and download you'll eventually end up with a whole kit. I've not done this before. Finished a kit that is. So hopefully this will spur me on to do just that.

So what's on the menu this week? Some beautiful softly embossed dotted papers. Don't forget to pop back later today and check it out.

Thursday, 26 November 2009

So...?

What's occurin'? I'll tell you what's occurin'. Gavin and Stacey. That's what. Ow, I'm not gonna lie to you... it's lush, it is... crackin'!

All of which will only make sense to those of you who've watched it.

Tuesday, 24 November 2009

Top Kit Tip Tuesday

I imagine there are a lot of you out there currently thinking, planning and preparing for Shim's Journal Your Christmas class. I'm right there with  you.

This will be my 3rd year of taking this class (remember you only pay for the class the first year and thereafter you get to do it again, and again, forever at no cost! FREE). However, I've not yet completed an album. I want to mumble in a very quiet voice here, as I am ashamed to say, that I've pretty much only kept up for the first 3 or so prompts.

But not this year. Oh, no siree! No, I'm not going to put undue pressure on myself but, thanks to Shim's Blogging for Scrapbookers class, I'm going to utilise my blog to help me. If I don't have time to sit down and create I know I will have time to just jot down a few notes or post a photo as a memory aide. That way I'll be able to go back over my posts and catch up as and when I have extra time. Clever, eh?

So, on to the point of this post. Digital Christmas kits. There are some great kits out there, along with some, shall we say, not so good kits! These are some of the ones I'm currently loving, in no particular order (just click on the thumbnail and it should take you to that store):









Some of those kits have some great add-ons too so don't forget to check them out too. And here is a bunch of other random Christmas/Winter stuff I just really like the look of:



Saturday, 21 November 2009

A Room With A View (Inside and Out)

Welcome to Blog Around The World.

I loved Play School as a child. Jemima, Humpty, Big Ted and Little Ted. Brian Cant. But one of my most loved things was the 'Through The Window' section. Which brings me round neatly to introduce this blogtrain where we will, if it all works according to plan, take you on a look through windows all around the world. A trip that should take you round the UK, to the US, to Australia, to Europe and who knows where...

This is the view from my Swindon, Wiltshire, UK, window today:

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A grey, dull, some would say, typically English day. This was take at around 2pm this afternoon. And because it looks like this outside, this is the view you would have seen inside:

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Yes, they are playing the Disney trivia game, apparently No.1 daughter won! No my son does not normally wear such highly 'fashionable' (fashionable in the 60s) trousers but was showing off his new costume to Grandma.

So what next? Or should I say where to next? Well click on over here and check out Debs, not too far from me, just a hop, skip and a jump to the county of Hertfordshire and she'll tell you where to go from there (politely tell you that is!). I've never been to Hertfordshire (those few words remind me of a song, guesses on a comment below), it's probably one of the few counties I haven't but it does have one thing in common with Swindon. A Magic Roundabout. No not to be confused with  this one but these ones, here and here.

Have fun on your travels, I know I'm looking forward to looking through those windows. The only question is, will it be the round one, the square one or the arch one?

Friday, 20 November 2009

Children's Noticeboards

Must take photos and blog and scrapbook about these. They sum up their personalities. What they are in to. What they are passionate about. Their tidiness/untidiness etc.

Freebie Friday #1

So here we are, at the first of my Freebie Fridays and here is the first freebie:

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As I said in this post I started to design this Holly Berry kit with the intention of creating my first full kit but it never materialised. I'm not sure why. I think partly because I wasn't confident of my skills as a designer, partly because I thought what will I do with it once it's done and partly because work just took off and I didn't find time to go back to it. If you like it please just click on the 'Download Now' link above and it should take you straight to the download page. This is the first time I've tried anything like this so if you have any problems please say as I have plans for more stuff like this so want to get it right.


If you do download it please let me know what you think of it and if you actually create something with it I would love to see it so please post a link in the comments. Thank you and hope you like it.

Kissing For Cash

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I had a job interview last week. The company I was working for went in to liquidation over the summer and I've been looking for another job ever since. We need me to get a job. The job interview last Friday was for the post of  school auditor for the local council and I really, really wanted it. It sounded so interesting and would be a great opportunity for me. Plus it was school hours and term time only - and we mothers know those are like gold dust!

I heard today that I wasn't successful. It's frustrating and not a little deflating but I have to take comfort in the fact that I have sor far applied for 2 jobs and have got called for interviews for both of them so that's something.

After I told Noah he told me how sorry he was and then went off to do whatever it is 7 year old boys do. After 5 minutes or so he came back and we have a conversation that went like this:

N: Mum, I have a job for you. Every day if you give me 5 kisses and 5 hugs - I'll pay you. That can be your job!
He then proceeded to 'collect' his kisses and hugs and then comes back a few minutes later with a handful of coins from his money box (around £1.50 or so - I definitely spotted a 50p and a £1 coin plus some coppers).

Me: Noah, I don't need or want to be paid for kissing and hugging you as they are my pleasure and I would in fact pay you for hugs and kisses.
He becomes insistent that he pays me and we argue/haggle over this finally settling on my just keeping 1p.

N: Just think mum if you do this every day for the next year you will get £3.65, £3.66 in a leap year. And you can do shifts if you'd like!

THIS is what being a parent is all about. Better than any paid employment.

Thursday, 19 November 2009

Wednesday, 18 November 2009

This Day In History

Time flies by so fast which is one of the reasons I love blogging. It records all those things, the little things, the big things, that you would otherwise forget. I've been blogging since August 2005. I started for a variety of reasons. As a way to try and keep in touch with my friends and family back home in the UK whilst I was living in Nova Scotia, Canada. For therapeutic reasons, enabling me to 'get things of my chest', to be able unload some of the stuff I was working through (the homesickness, the struggle of living in a different country, missing proper bacon!). At a basic level as a diary, a record of the little things the children said, a record of our day to day.

So what does this day, month, season look like over the past 4 years? What was I doing on, or around, 18th November?

  • November 2005 - Stumbled at the first hurdle here as there are NO entries at all for the month of November 2005. I couldn't understand why? I was at the top of my blogging high and enthusiasm - hey I'd only been blogging 3 months! But once I looked at the first entry of December I realised why - we moved countries in November! Aha! Now I understand why I may have been a little too busy to blog. So November 2005 saw our leaving Nova Scotia and returning to England.

  • November 2006 - No actual blog entry for the 18th but one for the 23rd. It's funny to read this one as I am still struggling with some of the same thoughts and ideas, scrapbooking related, now as I was then. I always seem to put myself under so much pressure to create 'the' layout rather than just letting go, relaxing and just having fun. Although I seem to be making some headway in this department as I did actually scrapbook recently and didn't procrastinate. I just did it.

  • November 2007 - LOL, I have no idea whether I blogged in the month of November, or even in December or January (2008) for that matter as this is around the time I got my first iMac and I made the, in hindsight, bad decision to move my, then Typepad, blog to iWeb (an iMac application). I talked about my move to iWeb here and then just a few months later about my return to Typepad here. It's interesting to see that I'd been wanting to move away from Typepad for longer than I realised. Incidentally iWeb obviously didn't work for me as I only made 2 blog entries over 3 months and they were so boring that I didn't even bother to import them back into Typepad!

  • November 2008 - Again nothing for the 18th but a blog entry on the 19th and interestingly it's about another blog move this time from Typepad to a self-hosted Wordpress. Which means that tomorrow is my 1 year Wordpress blog anniversary!


I'm generally not one for looking back, preferring to look forwards to the future, but it is interesting to see how far you've come or how your life has changed over a set period of time. In the process of looking back on some of my earlier posts it was funny to find references to my eldest daughter as a 9 year old - she is now 13 - and to just take a moment to see how she has grown and changed and matured.

So what about you? What were you doing this time last year? Or the year before? Or even the year before that?

Tuesday, 17 November 2009

The 'C' Word

By which I mean christmas!

Yes, I know, it feels too early to mention this upcoming holiday but it is looming really fast. I always feel like christmas is like the dinosaur in the side mirror of the Jurassic Park movie and should come with the warning 'objects in the mirror are closer than they appear'. Christmas still seems to be ages away but it is in fact only 5 weeks and 4 days away!

So why am I talking about christmas? Because, for those of you so inclined, there are a couple of really great classes out there to help you record your christmas memories, traditions etc. And for the discerning shopper amongst you they are great value for money.

First up there is a free, yes totally free, class being offered by Jessica Sprague, Holidays In Hand. This class will help you to focus on what matters most to YOU during the holiday season, no matter how you celebrate. Instructions on how to sign up for this class can be found when you click on the Holidays In Hand link above. Jessica's classes are really great, especially for digital scrapbookers and you can access the class content FOREVER. I love her classes, in fact Jessica Sprague was instrumental in my quest for digital scrapbooking know-how and got me started in the first place.

The other class I would highly recommend is Shimelle's Journal Your Christmas class which works for both digital and traditional scrapbookers. Yes, there is a small charge ($32 US dollars or £20 UK pounds) but you get to automatically do the class every year for free for however long you want to join in. I first signed up for this class in 2007, then tagged along again in 2008 and will now be doing it again this year. You have to agree that that is great value for money!

My plan is to try and incorporate ideas from both classes in to one journal or album. So far I've not completed a full christmas journal but am hopeful, as always, that this year will be THE year.

Watch this space...

Freebie Fridays

I've got my blogging mojo back! And along with it my scrapbooking and digital designing mojos.

So to celebrate this I am going to start Freebie Friday where I will either give away something I have designed myself (dependent on time, although I'm good for a few weeks as I've been playing for a long time) or point you to someone else who is giving away a freebie that I like the look of. Sound good?

This Friday I will be giving away a set of papers I made as part of a kit I started designing called Holly Berry (gold star for guessing a christmassy theme). I never did finish the kit, only getting as far as the papers but if people like the papers enough then maybe I'll be persuaded to design the other stuff to go with it?

So don't forget to check my blog entry for Friday and pick up a set of digital papers at the same time.

A Whale Of A Time

Yes, quite literally, I've been having a whale of a time. A 7ft 6in, according to Richard, who is a man and obviously needs to know these things precisely, whale of a time.
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Why (and yes, I've asked myself this many times over the last 2 weeks)? The crêche at church are currently telling the story of Jonah and they asked, as they have this idea from somewhere that I'm 'crafty', if I had any ideas? Well, I always have ideas I'm just not sure if I should in future tell people what they are because before you know it you've volunteered to make a HUGE papier maché whale! And I've never done any papier maché before!

So where to start? Obviously first step was to search the web for 'papier maché whale'. Results? None, unless you wanted to make a little 12" 2D whale to put on the wall. The other end of the search fell in to the 'I want to make a whale as big as a house for my museum' category. Not helpful. So it was back to having to use my creativity and come up with a way to do this. The main problem was creating the framework for the papier maché to be laid onto. I briefly went down the route of 'can I find balloons big enough to support my whale sized proportions' but quickly discarded this as no, I probably couldn't. Chicken wire saved the day - and I have the scars to prove it!

After that the rest was easy, if not time consuming. The most frustrating part was waiting for it to dry between applying layers and the fact that it was a 3D object which meant covering all sides of it.

So my life this last week or so has consisted of: papier maché, dry, turn, papier maché, dry, turn, papier maché, dry ... I'm sure you get the picture.

He went down a treat though. And yes, I do mean he. It's definitely not a she - just ask Noah. He complained when I once referred to it as a she, "but mum, I'm surrounded by girls, there are already 4 in this house and only 2 boys, can it be please be a boy whale?".

Who's the 4th girl? Well that's a post for another time but I will tell you it's a hamster named Ruby.

Thursday, 12 November 2009

A Layout

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Credits:



Papers: Softly Dotted - Amy Wolff, Once Upon A Whimsical Morning - Lilypad Designers, Deacons Closet Reloaded - Studio Flergs, Sweater Weather - Kate Hadfield
Scalloped Strip Masks - Katie Pertiet
Happy Overlay - Mary Ann Wise
Flowers: Fresh Air - MSA Collab, Time After Time - Ferguson & Rockwell, Katie Pertiet
Paint Splotches - Studio Flergs
Label/Pin - Katie Pertiet
Glitter Action & Journaling Label - My Own

Wednesday, 11 November 2009

"I'm Only Good At 2 Things Mum"

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That's according to him that is:

Me: What are you good at?
Noah: Maths and ICT. Do you know what ICT is? Well, I've learnt how to break a laptop using only my fingers!

LOL, what can I say to that?

Apparently he told the teacher but she said not to worry "it was only a spring".

Tuesday, 10 November 2009

Monday, 9 November 2009

My New Look Blog

And I'm not ashamed to admit that it's had me tearing my hair out at times! I can't count the number of times I got it 'almost' right but then there would be one little thing that just didn't look right and then I'd tweak it only to find that it had, somehow (don't ask me how) messed EVERYTHING up. I then ended up having to reinstall and start from scratch.... arrrrgggghhhh.

The hardest part was trying to find a basic theme that would allow me, with my limited CSS and HTML skills, to customise it and get it to look the way I would like it to look. I spent hours, and I mean hours, trawling the internet looking for just the right theme and guess what? It turns out that the default theme that's installed with Wordpress is just perfect. Wouldn't you know?

Anyway, here it is. Complete. The graphics side of things was sorted out in the wee hours of this morning (which was not a good idea considering I had to get up again at 7am - Jools + 5 hours sleep = not a good mix) and I've spent the better part of today trying to work out how best to fit it in with my main domain page, getting the links to work, coding up my main domain HTML and CSS to match the Wordpress blog. I still need to sort out my blogroll and other links but to all intents and purposes I'm done. This is it. For now anyway!

And who knows I may actually blog now...

Saturday, 7 November 2009

Highly Recommended

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I’m sure that most of us are feeling the effects of having to tighten our belts in this economic climate. I know we are, especially as I currently am not bringing in a second income. In our home the largest expenditure (after the mortgage) is our food bill. I should feel ashamed admitting that, I know(I have those lines in Dirty Dancing going through my head – “Are there still starving children in Europe?” “Try Southeast Asia”) but with a family of five, 3 of which are growing children that’s the deal. I’ve commented to friends that when my children come home from school it’s like a plague of locusts, they come in through the front door, rapidly moving down the hall to the kitchen and proceed to eat anything that’s edible! I’m lucky if I get a “Hello mum…”.

A job doesn’t seem to be easily obtainable at the moment, not for want of trying and a job interview next week, so in the interim we are cutting back where possible. The food bill, the one that could possibly support a small country, is something we can cut back on. To start with buying our groceries online helps. It really does. However, this has gone by the by since the beginning of the summer holidays and I just haven’t got back in to the routine of it. Also Richard has argued, on more than one occasion, that the delivery cost is expensive but I disagree. The delivery charge is less than the cost of the all the extras/impulse buys that inevitably find their way in to the shopping trolley when I do the shopping in real life so to speak!

The big question is do I shop online with Sainsbury’sAsda or Tesco? My shop of choice is Sainsbury’s. Richard’s is Asda. This difference of opinion is largely affected by our different cultural backgrounds, which is perhaps a post for another time.

However, today I decided to get back to that routine when Richard tells me about this brilliant website that he’s seen. It allows you to compare and shop. But it also does so, so much more than that. In short. It. Is. Amazing! Let me tell a little bit about it.

First off the website is mySupermarket and you’ll need to create an account. Don’t worry it’s free. You’re then given the option of shopping with your store of choice, for which I obviously chose Sainsbury’s. But what about your ‘favourites’? You know, the easy option you have of shopping directly online with your store of choice? Where you can just call up your favourites and add them to your shopping cart? No problems you are given the option of importing your favourites. You just click on the option to do so and enter your store’s online log in details (username, password) and it retrieves your favourites for you. Simples. You can even book your delivery slot!

You then just shop, either by favourites, or aisles or by searching. It will show any special offers the store is currently running, including BOGOFs etc., and you just shop away as you would if you were logged in to the store’s online shopping site. But. But, but, but… at the top of the page it will show you how much that trolley of shopping would cost, in real time, at 3 other stores! Can you believe that? So I’m shopping at Sainbury’s and not only can see how much my shopping is going to cost me there but also how much it will cost me if I bought it as Asda, Tesco or Ocado.

Even more brilliantly you can then chose, at the click of a button, to change supermarket. So if it’s cheaper at Asda, just click on the Asda tab and you’re shopping at Asda. But this isn’t all! Want to save even more money? Then just click on the ‘Swap and Save £’ tab and it will show you alternative items, allowing you to swap those items for the ones currently in your trolley and save money.

Again, that’s not all folks! Right next to the ‘Swap and Save £’ tab is the ‘Swap and Save Cals’ tab, which, yes, you’ve guessed it, shows healthier options (lower calories, fat, sugar and salt) which, again, you can swap for the items currently in your trolley. Pretty fancy, eh? But, I hear you shout, what about actually buying the items and checking out? Do you have to then re-enter everything in to the supermarket site? No. It sends your trolley to the supermarket site, you just then logon and check out as usual.

It’s great. What more can I say? Try it. I saved around 10-15% over and above what I saved by not impulse buying. mySupermarket + Jools = happy Richard’s wallet!

Monday, 2 November 2009

In Progress

Ok, so I’ve signed up to do Shimelle’s Blogging for Scrapbookers class to try and get my blogging, and scrapbooking, mojo back. And what’s the first thing I do? Yup, start to pfaff around and not get much of anything done as I decided that I just had to create that ultimate, fantastic, personally created blog and this has meant nothing has been accomplished. So. What to do? What to do?

Well I’ve just installed an autumnal off the peg wordpress theme and am going with this for now. And my intentions? To blog more often, hopefully around once a week and try and get my mojo back.

We’ll see…

Monday, 29 June 2009

Running Part 1

I’ve been running. I know, I’ll allow you a few moments to pick yourself up off the floor. Yes, I’ve been running. You heard me correctly the first time. A bit of an oxymoron I know but it is indeed true. I have started running.

I'm following a plan, the Couch to 5k plan. It's supposed to be able to get you from the couch to running 5k, or 30 minutes, in 9 weeks. Now having started on week 1 I don't see how this is possible. I think it must assume a certain health and fitness level to start with, or at least that those foolish enough, like me, to start this running plan aren't carrying around, shall we say, a 'few' extra pounds too many.

I thought it would be good for me to record how I'm progressing here on my blog, both as an accountability and as an encouragement to carry on. So how have I been doing so far?

The Plan: Week 1



Broken down this consists of:

  1. A five minute warm up walk

  2. 60 seconds running

  3. 90 seconds walking

  4. 60 seconds running

  5. 90 seconds walking

  6. 60 seconds running

  7. 90 seconds walking

  8. 60 seconds running (the half way point)

  9. 90 seconds walking

  10. 60 seconds running

  11. 90 seconds walking

  12. 60 seconds running

  13. 90 seconds walking

  14. 60 seconds running

  15. 90 seconds walking

  16. 60 seconds running

  17. 5 minute cooling down walk


Simple enough, eh?



Tuesday 2nd June
I thought the first time I would just walk the course I'd worked out. Gauge the distance. Get a feel for it. It was fine but I have to say that just brisk walking for 30 minutes worked some muscles I haven't used in a very long time.

Thursday 4th June
Kat asked if I was planning to run that day? Hmmm... OK... let's try was my response. I managed to complete step 8, the half way point. I got half way through the weekly plan! I couldn't breath and thought I would need to collapse on the bench I could see coming up... however, I didn't collapse. I managed to keep my feet moving and walked the rest of the session.


Saturday 6th June
Richard came out with me. I wasn't sure this would be a good idea as he is very fit and cycles to work every day. In fact he pretty much looks the same as he did when we got married. Fit! Anyway, this time I managed to complete step 10, one more run than Thursday.


Monday 8th June
This came around far too quickly but out I went again. This run though started out amazingly well. I felt like I'd got my breathing sorted, something I felt like I'd been struggling with up to this point. At times it had even felt as if I was hyperventilating so getting the breathing sorted out was great. I got to the half way point and unlike the previous Thursdays run, only 2 runs before, I wasn't out of puff at this stage. I felt good. In such a short space of time I could actually feel the improvement. This obviously lulled me in to a false sense of well being as I then made a big mistake. I pushed myself to complete up to step 14. A jump of 2 more runs than the previous time. NOT a good idea. I looked so bad that Kat was truly worried I was going to pass out or collapse or worse. So lesson learned. Listen to my body, don't push myself too quickly, know my limits.


Wednesday 10th June
I was out again, this time in my new running shoes (more on these in another post), and although I didn't go any further than Monday I did manage to do up to step 14 and this time not feel like Darth Vader on very bad day. Don't get me wrong I didn't finish feeling like I'd done nothing. It wasn't a breeze but then it wasn't a collapsable moment either!


Friday 12th June
I went out on my own for the first time (dedication indeed). And guess what? I completed the whole session. I ran all the 60 second runs. I did it! Yes, I know it's taken me 2 weeks but do you know what? I don't care.


Sunday 14th June
Completed the week 1 session


Next post I'll catch you up on the last 2 weeks and post some useful links.

Sunday, 28 June 2009

Normal Service Will Resume...

today!

I apologise for being such a bad blogger but life has a habit of getting in the way sometimes. Last week was my birthday and it was followed 2 days later by the 1st anniversary of my brothers death. The actual day itself was OK. Not good but OK. However the days building up to it were terrible.


I felt very guilty in the days leading up to my birthday. Emotions ranging from guilt to anger. I shouldn’t enjoy my birthday. I shouldn’t want to enjoy my birthday. Why shouldn’t I enjoy my birthday? How could he have done this at the time that he did? Why couldn’t he choose some other not relevant time period in which to kill himself? One that didn’t involve someone’s birthday, or major holiday or well, any day on or around a time when people should be able to enjoy their time?


Ridiculous I know. There would never be a good time. No time is ever right to decide to end your life.


Anyway, this is not going to turn into a depressing post. Life and death is what it is. I have to accept the fact that each year I will have my birthday knowing what is coming in the next couple of days. It will get easier. I know it will. I know Matt would not want me to feel wracked with guilt every birthday. He loved me. He would want me to be happy, even if he wasn’t happy in himself.


The first of everything is always the worst and I think because this was the last of the firsts it was very hard for all of us. However, I spoke to my mum the day after and we both noted how we felt lighter. As if some sort of load had been lifted. I do think the anticipation of an event can often be much worse than the actual event itself. And we are all so much stronger than we think we are. We are able to handle so much more than we give ourselves credit for.


Richard and I watched the season 5 finale of Grey’s Anatomy the other night. Yes, I know it’s fiction and yes, it might not be a truly christian way of putting things and yes, it's schmalzy but somewhere in there is a very important thing we should all be saying to the special people in our lives. I've lost 2 of the most important men in my life (my dad and my brother) and yes I did say it but you can never say it enough. In Meredith’s final words of the show:




“Did you say it?
I love you.
I don’t ever want to live without you.
You changed my life.
Did you say it?
Make a plan, set a goal, work toward it.
But every now and then look around.
Drink it in.
‘Cos this is it.
It might all be gone tomorrow.”


So did you say it?

Thursday, 28 May 2009

It's Too Early So I Can Be Forgiven For Overreacting!

All those who know, and love me, know that I'm not a morning person so it may surprise you all to know that it is now 5:55 am and I have been up and out of bed for over an hour!

There is very little that can induce me to do this, in fact short of a miracle it just doesn't happen. But one exception to the rule is a sick child. And my middle daughter is one sick child. Truth be told she scared the life out of me this morning. She scared me last night too but not as much as this morning.

She's poorly. Just a cold I thought yesterday until she went to bed last night and then woke up hallucinating! Temperature in the high 39s, freaking out about a dream and a mountain crushing her... spaced out in the bathroom... "why is the bathroom so big, mum?"... "I'm scared, the toilet is so big"... "Will you pray for me?"... I top her up with Calprofen, pray, go back downstairs to small group and pray some more...

I'm not expecting to get any sleep but thankfully I do until 4:45 am this morning when she comes in complaining that she can't breathe very well. I take her temperature. It's a whopping 40.3!!! I look up on the NHS support website.

Fever (high temperature) in children? Check.
Is your child having difficulty breathing? Check
Advice: Call 999!!! 

Erm... Oh. My. Goodness. Now, I didn't completely overreact. I didn't call 999. She could talk, she was walking around, but I did call the NHS helpline direct and spoke to a nurse. Once they ascertained that I wasn't concerned that it was swine flu (which if I'm honest a tiny part of my mind did go there...) they started reeling off a whole host of questions, all of which made me start to think that perhaps I overreacted... albeit only very slightly... maybe... Harriet does have a tendency to the melodramatic. Anyway, upshot is another dose of medication, took her temperature half an hour or so later and it had dropped back down under 40 (not low enough for my liking though) and she is now in bed asleep. And me?

Me? I'm wide awake! And seeing in the dawn... a novel experience!

Saturday, 16 May 2009

We're Getting A New Addition To The Family

No. I am not expecting another baby. Well, not a human baby at least :D

We've bought a cat. Actually she's more of a kitten right now:

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This is Bella. Zawadi Isabella to give her her full title. She is 5 weeks old and is a Bengal cat, a brown marble, and she is very, very beautiful. We have to wait until the 10th July before she's ready to come home with us though.

Thursday, 16 April 2009

Red Velvet Cupcakes

With white chocolate cream cheese frosting:

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Yummy!

Thursday, 9 April 2009

Tours and Hazards

We have my two nieces staying with us at the moment, Billie (aged 6) and Perrie (aged 12).

Noah was telling Billie about taking her on a tour of his school while they were going to Easter club. The conversation went something like this:

Noah: I'll take you on a tour of my school if you'd like?
Billie: What's a tour?
Noah: Well, it's like if I took you on a tour of my house I'd show you where everything was, like the toilet and stuff, and where all the hazards are.
Billie: Oh
Noah: I can tell you one hazard! NEVER bother my mum at night! Unless you have had a bad dream or there's something wrong.

Wednesday, 8 April 2009

My Mother's Day (Late Post)

Yes, Mother's day was weeks ago but hey, I'm a mum, I'm busy!

I had one of the most fantastic mother's days ever. But top of my pleasures was the two poems that Noah and Harriet wrote for me. First Harriet's:

Your lots of fun!
Our mum is really cool.
Underestimated love.
Rest today, you rule!
Dangerous, I know, we are.
Always; I shout in the car.
U never get mad.
Go mum!
Happy smiles, laughs and fun
Till we drop down on the floor
Everyone laughs some more.
Ready 2 go.
Loving to show,
Ordinary skill!
Very beautiful,
Everyone adores u!
Still the mum we loved forever!
Your
Our
Understanding mum!


And if you look at the poem the first letters of each line spell out 'YOUR DAUGHTER LOVES YOU' - how cute is that? She also wrote in her card 'I love you, this poem isn't great! It's all I could think of. It's kind of messy and uneat, but I hope you see the love underneath these words!'.

And now for Noah's: (he opens it with the words 'and tada!'

Oh I no my mum is grete
she is not fish bait
and if she was a animale
she would be in a crate.


Hmmmm... not sure what his point is there but hey, it rhymes :D

Thursday, 19 March 2009

Lost Generation

This one is courtesy of Katarina who was shown this at a youth event in February. It has really stuck with her, and Richard and I? We think it's pretty cool and clever!

Monday, 9 March 2009

Ouch!

I hurt... everywhere... in fact it would be quicker to point out where I don't hurt... my nose?

It was my brothers inquest on Friday (it went as well as you can expect these things to go and I won't go in to it here) but you can imagine that this has brought our loss to the forefront of our minds again. The last time I saw Matt he gave me something. He gave me one of his kites.

He'd always loved kites and it was one of his 'things' so on Saturday I suggested that we go up to Barbury Castle and fly it. Up until now we hadn't taken it out of the bag he gave it to me in! Mum and my step-dad Richard are also staying with us and it just felt like a good thing to do. Go blow away the cobwebs. Boy, did I blow away the cobwebs!

Now, I have no idea about wind speeds and all that, I'm just thinking "hey, it would great to fly Matt's kite!!". No thoughts beyond that really. Once we get it all untangled, which was a feat in itself, I take the handles and Richard let's it go.... OH MY GOSH!!!!! Terrified would be a drastic understatement!

Normal kites you just sort of gently tug the lines, it slowly, and majestically climbs up in to the sky. Not this one... this one yanks the sockets out of my arms and rapidly starts pulling me across the field... to keep up I am running, yes running, my feet moving so fast that I look like something out of a cartoon. Apparently, when they could stop laughing, laughing so much they were crying, my loving family told me that my face was a picture, a cross between trying to laugh and put on a 'nothing happening here' face and one of sheer and utter 'I'm going to die!' terror!!! Richard describes it as a tap, tap, tap, tap, tap, whumpf!

Whilst this is only taking seconds, I felt my life flash before my eyes and everything felt like it was happening in slow motion. Over the howling, cackling of my beloved ones I heard a voice in my head shout "DROP THE HANDLES!!!!" I did... but my body was already in a forward motion and the only thing I could do was bodily throw myself to the ground. I don't remember much what happened next, it's a bit of a blur, but according to Katarina I skimmed the ground like a flat pebble skimming across a pond. Let me just say - that ground was hard. Very, very hard.

After some time... my darling family decided to 'rush' over and between uncontrollable laughter and comments of 'that was sooooo funny' ask me if was I alright? Was I? Yes I am - just, LOL. I'm bruised, with a swollen knee and my dignity shattered in to a million little pieces but I'm ok.

And the kite? It's fine too and turns out it's a POWER stunt kite. No, before anyone asks they did not get it on video (thank the Lord) but I did find this which will give you a vague idea of what happened, except for the bit at the beginning when she is being dragged, insert me with legs moving like Road Runner. But the bit at the end? The flying leap? That bit is JUST like me!



My name is Jools, I'm 41 and I like extreme sports.

Monday, 2 March 2009

Things I'm Liking Today


  1. The Ingrid Michaelson album Be Ok:


  2. Starting my new job tomorrow.

  3. Baking (gingerbread latte cupcakes: for my first day at work).

Friday, 27 February 2009

New Look - Hooray!

OK, so I've finally gotten around to updating the whole of my website. Yay! No more Christmas home page I hear you cheer :D

So, if you aren't seeing it you might need to refresh your page or clean out your cache.

Hopefully I should be posting more often again now. I had stopped because each time I wanted to post I just couldn't. Knowing my site needed updating just became a mental block and I didn't feel like I could post anything new until such time as I sorted it out. Well. Now I have. So, in theory, there should be no stopping me now.

It still needs a bit of work, tidying up, links sorted etc. but it's getting there.

Wednesday, 25 February 2009

Noah-ism #4

Tonight, Richard and Noah were talking during the bedtime routine. Talking, specifically, about Noah's 'list'. A list he keeps. A list of his friends.

Noah: I have to put down gently one of my friends and take her off the list.
Richard: Who's that Noah?
Noah: Ellie
Richard: Oh, why?
Noah: Due to technical difficulties.

Ahhh, the fickleness of young love. Ellie was his secret crush, the love of his life, the girl he was going to marry. And now she is reduced to being taken off his list, albeit gently, due to technical difficulties!

Friday, 9 January 2009

Overheard

Just this minute, by me, and uttered by Noah (who is sitting in the play room creating something on the computer):

"This is mediocre!"

Music I'm Loving

At the moment:


  1. Supermassive Black Hole - Muse

  2. You and I - Ingrid Michaelson

  3. 7 Things - Miley Cyrus

  4. Decode - Paramore

  5. Mercy - Duffy


Hmmm, a mixed bag I feel. Very eclectic.

I go through phases with music. Bouts of music playing all the time, all day, never any silence. I set up a playlist in iTunes and just play the same mix of songs again, and again, over and over (obviously more than the 5 songs I've listed above!). Then I go cold turkey. No music playing whatsoever. Complete, utter silence.

I'm in a full on music stage at the moment :D

Saturday, 3 January 2009

Wishing Everyone A Happy, Healthy, Peace-filled 2009

That's what I'm praying for us this year. I am so glad to see the back of 2008. Not. A. Good. Year.

So any resolutions for 2009? Mine? Firstly to stop living in fear and anxiety. Enough. Is. Enough. The last 6 months I have been plagued with fear and anxiety to the point where I haven't been sleeping well, I've had a constant sharp pain in my heart area and have just felt like I was living under a cloud. It increased exponentially a couple of weeks before Christmas. I know the why's (my brothers suicide in June [devastating] followed by the sudden death of my cousin shortly before Christmas) and my head knows it's ridiculous but trying to get my feelings to listen to my head is not easy at the best of times.

But, as I've said, enough is enough and I am going to make a conscious choice to not allow my feelings to get the better of me. What's the worse thing that can happen? If the most awful, terrible thing happened would worrying about it stop it? Would it make things/life up until that point better? In a word. No. So why waste time in worrying and being anxious? 

It seems to be working :D

I fell to sleep last night, as I usually do, praying, chatting over my day with 'Dad' and had the best nights sleep in a long time. Choice. It all comes down to the choices we make. Hoping, wishing and praying that we all make the right choices this year.