I am so tired. But truly that just doesn't sum it up, I am beyond tired. I have no idea how women whose husbands work away a lot, for example if they are in the forces, cope with having children and doing absolutely everything. I suppose it all depends on what you are used to.
Yes, as you can guess Richard is away at the moment. He went off last Sunday and won't be back until next Monday morning, a whole week. Away. In Bermuda.
And wouldn't you guess this would be the week where Noah decides that it would be great to wake his mummy up no less than 4 times a night, that the girls think the hour before 6:00am is really the best time of the day to get up and, say let's just throw in a little fever for one of us too Mummy? Oh, and let's not forget the Power Point presentation for no. 1 daughter that needed Mum's help and the art exhibition at school that I just had to attend and then Noah deciding that this week he really didn't want to go to pre-School. Anything else? Yes, I'll just say the two words 'scrapbook' and 'magazine'!
Don't get me wrong, I love my children, they are, generally, good children but there are just some days where I think if I hear the word "Mummy..." one more time - I'll scream! And being tired just pulls my nerves even tauter (is that such a word or should it be tighter?). I don't sleep well when Richard is away anyway but the combination of constantly having to get out of bed every 2-3 hours and then being woken up at a time that starts with the number 5 (this surely is still the middle of the night, isn't it?) do not a happy Jools make.
I am NOT a morning person, never have been, never will be, so why then can't my children take after me? Why do they have to be like their Dad, able to wake up, jump out of bed and be ready for the world?
Now, where are those matchsticks....?